I can ask for and receive specific things from the universe, and one day as I was budgeting I wanted to pay £130 & under 50p for my food bill. I ordered my shopping from Asda online and my bill came to £143.74p, way over. But when it was delivered 14 items were unavailable, and that brought my final bill down to £130.24p. So it was not only the amount I had asked the universe for, but even the pennies were slashed by half to come under the 50p as I had wanted. So there could have been 3 items unavailable putting the price over, or 16 items missing making my final bill much lower, or 14 items at a different price changing the end result.

But it was like a lottery draw where all my numbers came up, the right amount of items at the right prices to hit the jackpot, making my bill absolutely spot on… What are the odds? In truth there are no odds, no luck, coincidence or irony, just ask, believe then leave it to the universe as it can, and will do the impossible. Think of it this way, would god ever say, sorry I don’t have the power to do that? Well this is the powerful source energy we are tapping into and it is you who says it is impossible not god!

And the universe will agree with you every single time, and that’s why you don’t receive the things you really want. Because big or small it is merely a thought, and thoughts are neither big, small, light or heavy… they are just pure energy. So it is down to our own faith, feelings and belief… it is our decision entirely… whatever you say goes as the universe will deny you nothing, say yes and it will comply, say no… impossible… it will never happen… people like me just ain’t that lucky and hey presto, your wish is my command! You might say, of course it will happen, I believe, and you really think you do, and you sincerely believe with your conscious mind, yet on a far deeper level it is your subconscious mind that’s taking charge.

It has full control at the core, runs automatically, is habitual, lazy and runs the show with ease. So old trained habits die hard, because we are often too lazy to use the conscious mind that feeds the subconscious so many lies and eventually convinces the unconscious. If we could only teach it these truths as easily, but we soaked up the lie while our brains were still growing, which are fully established in early childhood and fixed. And it’s almost like the brain stops growing and accepting anything new after that, so we must force it to learn new things, we have to plant new seeds to change old habits, entrenched, stubborn patterns and long held inner beliefs, that are so well hidden from our conscious thought and inner knowing. But sadly it is the subconscious we have no control of that the universe listens too, so we can repeat something consciously all day, through affirmations etc, but unless the unconscious mind takes them on board the universe only picks up our vibe of disbelief. So affirmations are helpful as in training the subconscious, giving it ideas, but if we can’t or don’t believe the affirmations we repeat, then neither will the universe.

It is like telling an atheist god exists and expecting a few affirmations to convince his deeply held belief to convince his subconscious. Well they can repeat affirmations till the stars go out, while at the same time thinking, this is BS, I just sound foolish, this will never work! Then it won’t work and no amount of repeat performance will make it so. We must have a little faith and belief to start with then we have more chance of deceiving the universe and subconscious. But asking, believing, yet having the slightest doubt will sabotage your efforts, it’s a case of getting rid of the underlying doubt, healing the wound under the plaster first.

But if we ask with underlying doubt, believe but question when and how it can come, when will it appear, then those requests are never answered. So it’s almost a case of reaching the inner core before we make a wish, just as I had to fearlessly delve deep, process and eliminate the horrors of my childhood abuse, before I could ask and receive better in my life and in these miraculous teachings. Of how I can ask for a bill and get the exact outcome and pass this knowledge and magic on to so many others now.

When I was stuck in an abusive, victim mindset nothing good or exciting ever happened for me, it was a case of when the abuse ended I continued to abuse myself just as many victims do in any form of self punishment. So we must stop these feelings of unworthiness and continued self abuse, and realise we are as perfect as the child who was damaged by the adults who were abused as a child. We have this ingrained habit of continuing the same old negative patterns, passing it on to the next perfect, innocent, little being. But it’s time to realise just how powerful we, and the mind is.

I recognise this power in humanity, and just asked, knowing it would be given! I had no doubt at all and didn’t even think twice when my food bill went over by £130.50p, and because it didn’t matter, so what if it cost more than I anticipated I would just cut out something else I’d needed. And so the universe gave me exactly what I’d wanted and wholly believed in, without battling with my subconscious. But if I ask or believe with any doubt, by questioning when or how it can come, will it appear? Then my wishes are never granted, they still exist but don’t manifest in my reality.

So ask the questions why do I believe the things I believe about myself? Why do I feel the way I do about money? How was I treated as a child?Why do I believe I deserve nothing unless I work so hard for everything? How did my peers, parents or partner behave around money? Were there many argument, complaints or constant fights? Was I given most things I wanted without question? Or was my most prized possessions often taken from me? Did I lose a lot? Why am I a hoarder? Why do I waste money? Why can’t I save anything? Why do I care? What do I really fear the most?

Was one parent encouraging and over generous while the other cruel and selfish? Was that confusing? Did you feel unloved, unworthy? Did you lose loved ones early in life? Did you lose your support system through death or divorce? Were siblings valued more? Were toys given freely or used as tools of persuasion? Did you often come second best? Were you the last resort, by passed for promotion while new, less skilled employees got the top positions? Was money tight from birth? Were you only paid or gifted money or presents through bribery for doing something you hated?

Was you abused, ignored, deprived? Were you told the truth? What words do you tell your children without thinking about what you’re saying? Who instilled these miss-truths in you?… Was you taught the rich, your church, hard workers, top jobs and your elders were more important than you are? All of these things infested the mind like a disease and caused lack, sickness, we could say it caused brain damage which is hard to repair. Paving a path of self sabotage for life and contributed to the way we feel about money now, planting seeds like tough, invasive weeds that are so difficult to eradicate. But the good news is, with some effort, a few tricks and self determination, we can not only heal, but we can also change this.

Whatever experience you had growing up shaped your future, and if that future is not satisfactory you don’t have to accept it. If you can change your mind and belief then you can change your fate, circumstances and finances as nothing is permanent so never settle for less than you deserve.