Lost Things-: One day a 4 year old bought me some pink bath salts in the shape of little feet, I kept them for years, then one day I attended a music club and they asked for raffle prizes. I had no money and nothing to give so decided to let go of the bath salts and thought, it doesn’t matter, I’ll get a raffle ticket and win them back! We must have real trust in the universe to chance such things, but the truth is I really needed some perfume as I had just run out but I’d get the feet back as a priority. Once there I bought my tickets at the door, then when I went into the venue and looked at all the raffle prizes on the table, my feet wasn’t there, but a beautiful bottle of perfume was! But was my little pink feet not good enough for a raffle prize? Did they use it themselves, or just throw them away? I regretted giving them away, and even more so now they were completely lost to me.

I didn’t even have the chance to win them back! But you’ve guessed it, I won the lovely bottle of perfume I needed that day. And I went to a few of those music events and won a raffle prize every time, but my little feet were gone forever so eventually I just had to let go. Then a whole 2 years later I attended my very last event, and right there on the raffle table was my little, pink, bath salts. And out of all the people in the room who had raffle tickets, I just knew if they were here after 2 years of thinking I’d lost them, then they were mine, I don’t care who wins. And here is the real magic… when the raffle was called there were around 14 prizes on the table and every number called was never mine, yet those who won picked everything but my little feet, and I expected that and never doubted once.

Then only 2 prizes remained on the table, my little feet and a make up bag, so I thought my raffle number would come out next, it had to, but it didn’t, and after all the adults had taken their prizes who stepped up next? A little 12 year old girl, Nooo! She will love those little pink feet! She went over to the table and looked at the 2 prizes, and looked, and looked for a few agonising moments, then picked up the feet as I held my breath!

Please god don’t bring me this far to lose them now, I’ll have to kill the kid! So don’t let me down! But she scrutinised those feet for a week, put them down and picked up the make up bag, examined it, then picked up the feet again as sweat beads rolled down my face! This was torture, did she know? Was she enjoying teasing me? Then she suddenly slapped the feet back down on the table and snatched the make up bag! So many miracles in one day… not one adult picked them, this little girl left them behind, but still, with the very last prize on the table, the greatest miracle was my number, among all the other raffle numbers in the room now had to come out of that bag. So is this just sheer luck? No, because there is no such thing as luck, irony or coincidence, this was planned by the universe!

The very moment I gave those feet away 2 years before, the very moment I regretted my decision and decided I wanted them back the universe conspired to bring them back to me. So I had no doubt within me that if they were now here before me, they were mine! And by now it made little difference that I was nervous at the very last moment, thinking a little girl will love little pink feet, it was too late! I had already built the momentum, the car was already rolling down the hill, so there was no stopping it now.

I knew the moment I saw them in the room they had been put there for me, and yes you’ve guessed it! The very last raffle number that came of the bag that night was mine, so I skipped all the way home with happy feet! But if I had been nervous all night and felt someone else could possibly take them, then someone else would have won them and I would be saying, as we all do, how cruel god is for teasing me like this then handing whatever I want to someone else. Love, money, a house, car, good health or success, then we hate the Jones’s for having all the things we always wanted. So another story to teach you how god works, and there is no mystery, the universe loves to surprise us, bring things in a way we never expected, loves us, is friendly and has a sense of humour, so leave source to do the job without doubt or question then god brings all that we desire.

This story was a test of faith, god tests our faith to the very limit, so the question is, would you hold such faith? If you were being evicted with nowhere to go, with no job or money, could you trust the universe to house you despite those around you not helping? Or would you do all the hard work? Would you struggle to find somewhere, feel defeated because nobody cares, get frustrated because every obstacle is thrown in your way then blame god out of anger? Would you listen to those who say you can’t just sit there, you must do something – if you can’t help yourself or listen to fools who say don’t worry something will come up then I won’t help you!

Many who said that to me still helped me, because the universe put them on my path, but they had a choice, free will, to do the right thing or feel angry with me because they didn’t have the same faith I had. That I don’t need to move till the universe brings me the right opportunity to do so, and all their harassment or concern would not make me as I trusted in god more. Why would I not trust this universal power above man’s low vibrational judgement and scepticism? Why would I trust those who did what they could to push me further into the gutter just because I trusted the universe more than their order, control and dictation. And when things actually worked out for me they didn’t like it! Why would I not choose the love of god over those who thought me a fool, others were kind and just thought I was bat shit crazy, but still they all had no faith.

So not only are we tested by this higher power, we also at the same time have to grapple with those around us, telling us what we must do, could do, should do and have to do every day or else! We must be prepared to lose friends but as it happens, in such situations we lose the right ones and discover who our real friends are. And that is also an indication of, despite our circumstances we are living on a higher frequency, attracting the right people. And losing those on a lower vibrational level who are no match for our inner peace and contentment. So the universe removes those who enforce and would ruin a good day… and we all know the type.

These souls have much to learn, but the good news is one day they will catch up as we are all on this spiritual journey, so will all reach this universal truth eventually, as we have all of eternity to get there. So there really is no hurry, all in our own life time, after life time, after life time. God waits patiently for the little children to catch up, the universe judges no one, we are all loved, valued, cared for and matter in this great scheme. We are all here to play our part, good or bad to teach us who we really are, to change, evolve and find our true purpose though the deliberate actions and experience of all those we encounter in this stage show we call life.

In the lime light, in the wings, the writers, the workers behind the scenes, the costume designers, the light technicians, the musicians, actors and the audience. This show could not go on without the participation of each and every soul. This is your purpose, live it, dream it enjoy it because everything that exists in the physical is for you, it’s about you and it could not exist without you! Your wants, needs and consciousness make it, for everything you see is man’s creation, just as I created the return of my little feet, without me and the power of my thoughts they would be gone.

So if my mind is all about attracting the very things I want, through joy and belief and attracting the things I don’t want through worry or doubt, then this is what we are… magnets, receptors, connectors, attractors and pure spiritual, cosmic power. We are gods, the masters of the universe who can do anything, be anything and change anything to our advantage.