God will protect you-: If you can find joy in the face of cruelty, and peace amongst the chaos, no matter what others try to do to destroy you, god will protect you. I had a land lord who harassed me every day, he wanted me out of his property and tried everything he could possibly think of to remove me, but god didn’t let that happen until the right place was ready and available for me. But my landlord called one evening and said, I want you out of here, pack your shit and I’ll be back in one hour to remove you.

So I packed up my shit, (his words not mine) and was ready and waiting… but one hour passed, then 2, then that night, the next day and a whole week passed, and he never came. By now I had no money, no electric, and had run out of food when there was a knock at my door. I didn’t answer, thinking there’s no way I’m being thrown out onto the street at 10 o’clock at night with nowhere to go. But they didn’t leave, then I saw a flashing blue light outside so opened my door to the police… and this wonderful policeman, sent by god, gave me my rights as he told me my landlord couldn’t just throw me out, he must go through the courts… so put bolts on your door, which he supplied. Then said, it is 2 days to Xmas, go to our office tomorrow and we will give you food, gas, electric and a Xmas meal.

So from there on my landlord was locked out and had to go through 3 court cases, as the courts were on my side for various reasons, long story, but god kept that roof over my head. Then for his next trick he took my bin away so I had nowhere to put my rubbish, and told the environmental health services my waste was piling up in my home, the place was filthy and he expected them to remove me. So this wonderfull kind hearted lady called… a real angel just like the policeman and said, the place is spotless!

No rubbish was in the house, as I left my bags on the street and the bin men took them. But as she was there she checked the house, and found the toilet was broken, the shower didn’t work properly, a broken tap, missing floor boards, gaps in the wood of the back door, a broken window in the front door, broken kitchen tiles, a broken washing machine, broken smoke alarms, and a broken fence as he had smashed through it to steal my rubbish bin, which all landed him with building work and a huge bill.

So no matter what anybody tried to do to harm me it just back fired, because despite my dilemma I laughed every day, I was so grateful for every penny, gift or tiny morsel of food that came my way, and I had faith in the universe. And when he finally managed to remove me, I stood on the street with nowhere to go, yet was given a new home that very day! Not temporary accommodation, as the council turned me away while the universe led me, totally by accident, to another angel in a tiny shop that just happened to deal with social housing so gave me a permanent home.

So god was not going to put me in temporary accommodation for years alongside other families or singles who don’t realise the power they have. I bypassed whole families waiting for properties when my name wasn’t even on a council list! I had no job or state benefits and had huge rent arrears, yet the home came, the food came, the money, items, clothes and furniture came and the help and support I had needed for so long. And incredibly my landlord was even forced to write me a good reference.

Now some would say I’m boasting and didn’t deserve this when poor families need my home more, but I’m not boasting and am not going to turn down anything god offers me just because others can’t get it or don’t like it, and some families were offered this flat and turned it down. And even if I had turned it dowm those complaining about me moving in wouldn’t have got it anyway. They would still be stuck where they are because of their own thoughts, beliefs, worry, fears and complaint. They were stuck in lodgings, a hostel, hotel rooms so instead they should learn from this, get their own home, god will provide if we trust the process, no one need live on the streets or in bad premises, but we can take nothing from no one unless they allow it through their own internal vibrations.

We are told there is not enough housing, yet if we all did as I did the whole world would change, everyone would have a home, and poverty would be eradicated. But when I was in dire need I was not going to live on the street while someone with a roof was given this flat, at least they had a roof where I didn’t, so people have their opinions but what I am saying, and telling the helpless, homeless, and those stuck in temporary accommodation. And those in financial trouble today, worrying about the rent or mortgage is… get happy! Be grateful that you are alive, appreciate every gift, meal, light, heating, hot water… don’t fear, worry, hate or feel vengeful, because no matter what my land lord did to me, I felt nothing but compassion for him. I wished I could have handed his property back!

I wished I could pay, I asked the universe to bless him but he was filled with such hatred and anger toward me, so the universe could only give back exactly the same as he gave out. He attracted his own despair just as the homeless do, and not always because they are hateful or angry, but because they are worried and fearful and believe they are powerless. But no matter what… I did not worry, felt no fear and harboured no hate or revenge. I trusted fully that food would come, money and a home would appear when the time was right. And even standing outside with my suitcase I just knew god would not let me sleep on the street that night!

So as the world is crumbling around all of us right now… stop worrying… let go… lose the fear… laugh with family and friends… pity those who hate, because they are the ones who will suffer for it while you will be protected by god. This is not just one incident, there are many, proof god loves me as long as l can be fearless, smile and feel good in the face of adversity. No other person or government has power over you, be happy and everything they do will return, as it already is doing, as more lies and corruption is being exposed every day. This is the only way to stop any harm projected toward you by anyone, friend or foe. Love, joy, good thoughts and feeling is the key to change. And we are getting there, because more people are finding this trail, feeling the love and shining their light, be one of them!

So how did I really get this place when I was stuck in that house, freezing, wearing my warm boots, coat, hat, scarf and gloves, watching my breath in the room, having a Dicken’s moment writing by candle light dreaming of a country manor. Every day I asked for a jack pot win and stared at the pictures on my wall of clear blue skies, caribbean beaches, palm trees and warm sunshine. But that was too much of a stretch from where I was at.

So from this lowest point it was extremely difficult to fully believe in the highest point and make that leap, but I never gave up, till one night things changed. As well as visualising standing next to a hot radiator every day, feeling the warmth in the room, this evening a programme came on TV about benefit fraud, and it showed people getting a council home, and every little thing they needed to survive. Decorating materials, the money, help and furniture, etc. And I just thought, forget the jack pot win and the country manor I want this! I just want a little flat with state benefits and everything else those people are given. And that was it, I’d given up my impossible dream and let go, accepting whatever the universe brought. That week my 3rd court case was done, I lost, and was evicted in weeks, then the very thing that I had asked for, decided to settle for, was granted.