A new store was opening in town and we had to stand outside for an hour before it opened if we wanted to enter their raffle competitions and claim discounts. The night before, the weather man said it would be torrencial rain the next day and that would have ruined my fun experience. So in bed that night I imagined standing in a dry weather queue. Then when I went it was still dark at 7-30 am… the day before the sun had shone, but when I went there the pavements were soaked, full of puddles as it had poured heavily in the night. But I stood there outside for an hour, with at least a hundred other people then the sky turned a gorgeous pink and blue as the sun came up. And I received 22 prizes. It was a very exciting day, loved it!

I was given one single raffle ticket for 3 prize entries, but I took a friend with me, so everything doubled as they shared their prizes with me too. So they also had a raffle ticket, and neither of us won a raffle prize, but we were the only two in the queue who were given a free can of cherry tango each, just because we let them take our photograph. Then we both played spin the wheel and we won another 2 cans of cherry cola, then there was another separate spin the wheel and we both won a loaf of bread each, 4 packets of breakfast pancakes, and 2 packet of breakfast croissants each.

And they won a small, extra, coffee thermal mug, with a sealed lid. Then we were given a £10 food voucher each, and I had a £5 food voucher on a leaflet they had posted through my door to advertise the opening of the store. And we were given a box of ferrero rocher each as we left the store.

They gave us a chocolate twirl bar and a packet of haribo’s, and we had 2 hand baskets full of food, which then only cost us £15 after our discounts!

When I came home later there was 2 letters through my door, one said if we fill a small survey out online they will give us a £5 food voucher each, and the other said the government was going to give me £200 toward my winter fuel bill soon, in November. So why and how did I suddenly get all this magical free food, etc, in one day? Well I had deliberately worked at it. For years I have trudged to the shops, walking long distances while totally exhausted, when I didn’t have a car, and couldn’t afford a taxi, to either save money, or I had run out of money until pay day. Also I could once get my gas and electric on my card and key from my local shop.

But they stopped supplying that service, but I could still get my gas and electric from a little shop next to my local super market, which was still a bit of a trek but convenient enough on shopping days. Then suddenly my key and card would not work in their machine. So for 6 months or more I had to go into town to the main post office to get my gas and electric. So it cost taxi fare to get there purely to get my gas and electric every month.

And I would walk back home and didn’t need to make that trip for nought else. And every trip drained what little energy and health I had left, as my health depleted over the years. So I often detested going out shopping.

And what happens when we are exhausted and in pain? We focus on it! We dread shopping days, we dream of help, dream of money, dream of a car to make life easier. But we focus on the task we hate to do, we focus on the pain and exhaustion in our body. I was always too exhausted to clean my flat, change my bed and wash my pots. I had no help, money, car or dishwasher to make my life easier, and the more I focused on my pain and exhaustion, the few things I did have to make tasks easier suddenly broke.

Such as my main cooker’s oven and my washing machine broke, so I had to struggle taking my washing to a friends home for a few years, until I finally manifested a new cooker and washing machine of my own again.

But my question was, why is it so hard to create an easier life? I dreamed of wealth and ease every day, and could manifest a million little things at lightening speed, on a daily basis, so why was nothing changing in the wealth department. Why was life so flaming hard? Then one day a couple of months ago I decided to, instead of visualising great wealth, I would visualise an easy life instead. A life where absolutely everything was done for me and I never had to lift another finger to do the things I dreaded. So every night before I went to sleep, I would lie there and imagine I had a personal assistant. Someone who went shopping for me, someone who cleaned my home, made my bed, did my washing and filled a dish washer.

And during the day, before I washed up, went shopping or made my bed, I would close my eyes for a few moments and just imagine someone doing that job for me, while I paid them, and thanked them so gratefully. I also visualised someone going to town to get my gas and electric, I left next to nothing out of my dream. I love driving, but just before I fell asleep I also visualised sitting in the back seat of a chauffer driven car! If I have failed to manifest the car I wish to drive, then be totally lazy and have someone else drive me everywhere I want to go. So I thought of it all before sleep.

I imagined every single night that there was nothing I had to do for myself. If the likes of Prince Andrew had servants at his beck and call after doing the things he’s done, while living off hard working tax payers, then why the hell do I deserve so little? Why do we believe we deserve less and must work hard to keep such people who abuse our rights, when we are filled with kindness and consideration for all others. Sod that, I want every little thing he has had the priveledge of enjoying all his life. Every last one of us deserve fun, ease, nice homes, posh cars, money and luxury.

The only time they have ever picked a spade up in their lives is to plant a tree, as a meaningful jesture only. You’d never find any of them on a real building site, so why do we hold them in such high esteem while at the same time reducing and belittleing our own worth? Because we are nothing more than trained monkeys, and if we ever realised that fact then their life would change, just as Andrew’s life is changing now the public see exactly what they have supported for decades. The chickens are finally coming home to roost through entitlement and sheer ungratefulness.

The light is exposing the truth of those who have always taken advantage of our life long dedicated service, and ensured we stayed in poverty. Those days are coming to an end, but still, many of those who have now turned on Andrew want him stripped of his titles, and maybe even prosecuted, but still don’t see their own worth, or see they are the ones who deserve more in life. But these fallen angels who have taken us all for a ride for so long have made me realise, from my own abusive past and struggles, I am the powerful one. If Virginia Giuffre can single handedly bring down an untouchable royal, then she wasn’t a victim, Andrew is now her victim.

With all his money, titles and security she proved him powerless, like so many others who believe their wealth and power can protect them his feet are made of clay. And it does not matter who they are, or how high up and untouchable they believe to be, darkness has no power. We are the love and the light, and nothing can beat god’s chosen ones. We are the power.

So each night I dreamed of help, wealth and ease, I would imagine not having to queue at an airport, being chauffer driven to my own private jet, having my bags packed for me, and I would feel the ease of not having to do anything for myself. Never having to cook another meal, having every meal laid on a plate and served to me. Even if I choose to cook a meal, fill a dishwasher and drive my own car when I’m rich, I made sure everything was done for me in these visualisations. This way I could feel the ease and the joy of only doing what I chose to do, like enjoy sitting on a beach, etc. I didn’t even think of working on my lap top, I ensured my days were all mine, I didn’t have to work on my lap top, fill in a form or write an e-mail.

And I could feel the ease, relaxation, joy and relief in that moment, then I would fall asleep in that state of consciousness. Then this week I got paid and trekked to the super market once more. I handed my electric key and gas card to the cashier, as I tried once again to get my gas and electric from there. And to my absolute astonishment it worked! That meant I didn’t have to make my usual trip to town the next day… saving me taxi fare and a long totally exhausting trek home. And I always run out of food before pay day but the food vouchers came, and the real kicker is this new food store packed with everything I could not get from Aldi, or my local corner shop, opened across the road, a few strides away from my home!

How is that for ease and saving me taxi fares! Convenience at long last! So my simple story may not seem too exciting to you, if you have a car and enough money to get by each month. But after 18 long years of having no choice but to walk everywhere, and the inconvenience of no car, help, very little money and no change, no matter how much I dreamed of better, this is a huge deal. It is a break through, it is the way, a way of attracting more

Let me make one thing clear, I am not bitter about what the rich own, I thank Andrew and his ilk for making me realise I deserve the same if not more. Keeping me poor and small helped me grow in wealth and spirit.

As one day soon I will change my financial circumstances, for myself, my family and the world. As billionaires need to do so much more for others.