Yesterday someone on line told me I was conning vunerable people out of money. Something he just made up in his own head, I’ve heard it before, yet I have no money, and no one is paying me for anything, not my books or blog, so if anyone is vunerable and doing all my work for free, it’s me!

He said if I’m so good at this Law of Attraction thing, then I would have attracted the wealth I need to buy anything I want, but quite frankly all others have no idea of the vibration of lack I offer the universe, that stops me attracting great wealth, and so his accusations really pissed me off.

But as it happens that turned out to be a good thing. Because on top of his stinky attitude I had the worst day I’ve had in quite a while. As someone else told me to change something in my home, but I refused, and said I can’t be bothered. So they said, you never like change, so no wonder you are no good at attracting anything. So that was 2 people in one day who told me I can’t practice what I preach. Then I went to the super market and waited outside for a taxi in a biting cold wind freezing for 20 minutes.

On the way home, again I had to wait outside of the super market for 20 minutes for my taxi home. Then the driver didn’t get out of his cab to help me with my heavy shopping bags, his car boot was full and I had to try to fit own my bags in there. And again when I got home I had to lift them out of the taxi and carry them to my door and up to my flat myself. He was playing a conversation loudly on his phone and asked me for directions all the way home. Left here, right here and I almost missed my street because I forgot to warn him, so I was fuming as he also had a face like my butt.

I came indoors struggling with my bags wondered why I had a rough day. Then I knew, I had a bad experience with the taxis because the unverse is pushing me toward what I dream of, which is my own vehicle. So I don’t have to wait in the cold for taxi’s, be delayed and ignored, without help. And people are telling me I’m no good at what I do, so I say, I’ll show you!

So today is a totally different story, simply because last night I thought, that’s it! I’m done living like this, I bought a lottery ticket and I won £3 while some lucky devil won close to a £200 million pound jack pot, so that topped the end of a bad day off. So I went to bed determined I was going to change my life completely, I said I don’t just want wealth, I AM wealth, I am the car, the luxury, country home, I AM slim, healthy and successful!

What I’m saying is when things go right it’s easy to feel happy and be grateful, but when things go wrong we feel angry and frustrated. But when the same things continually happen, not only is history repeating itself because we are attracting those same words, events, because of our same inner vibe and frustrations. But it is a lesson for us, to learn from our mistakes, which is to stop doing the same things over and over to bring the same unwanted results into our life, day after day, year after year, decade after decade. How long does it take for us to learn from our mistake? But eventually we come to the very end of our tether, and say…

I’ve had enough, I’m done with this and people no longer get to us. We retaliate, we grow, we change, we say no more and feel more determined to show them we can do what they say we can’t do. Just like the faithful man who is constantly accused of having an affair suddenly gets so sick of defending his honour, he says sod this, then goes out and has that affair.

This is no different, when people keep telling me I’m a con artist just out to rip everyone else off, then I may as well rip everyone off! At least I’ll be rich so they really have something worth while to be jealous of, and can’t accuse me of not attracting money anymore. At least I will have a car so I no longer have to wait in the cold for a miserable taxi driver who doesn’t want to help me with my bags. If I have to carry my own bags, I may as well have them in my own car. So when things repeatedly go wrong it is good, it creates this shift inside, it causes an F you attitude, even anger towards god, the universe, as in why are you putting me through all this!

And believe me, god, spirit, the universe celebrate these moments within, this kind of anger is a good anger which removes old stagnated cobwebs. It is inner change, a shift in consciousness, movement, an awakening to hang on to. It is a move up the emotional scale, a step up the ladder, to reach the dream. To show those who mock, accuse or doubt, we can do it!

So a bad day is a good day, as it pushes us towards our dreams. So see it differently, learn from it because a change in attitude will be beneficial. The time is 12-22-22, my most frequent synchronised numbers to let me know I’m on the right track, getting closer to my dream, backed by spirit.

In truth I would never rip anyone off, if I was paid millions for my work I give value for money. I never stop writing to help others realise their own power and potential. I can’t stop, this is in my soul, it is my whole purpose for living. So I do it anyway, for free or eventually for payment and wealth.