Sometimes we must lose the fear, leave our comfort zone, take some chances and trust the universe to deliver. Today, once again I ran out of money 2 weeks before pay day, my freezer is totally empty my cupboard is bare and I spent my last pennies in the shop last night. I also bought one scratch card and a lottery ticket and didn’t win anything at all. So today the coffers were empty, and the 2 friends that would help me out when I am so desperate were for once in the exact same place and couldn’t help.

I felt peed off as I’m so sick of running out of money before pay day every month and never having enough money to get by or a good choice of food.I am so fed up of the same old pattern, being happy when I get paid then it’s all down hill from there on. I want more and deserve much more.

But I never fear my dire situation because I always have total faith in the universe. And when I run out entirely and have nothing left I always trust the universe to save me. But by believing that I am actually saving myself as the universe can only mirror my belief, so has no choice but to deliver.

And some people say, if I’m so good at attracting these miracles why do I struggle so much. Why can’t I attract more than enough money to always get by? Well if I had any real wealth I could not show the miraculous ways the universe sees me through, And today I have another miraculous story.

So as I just said last night I ran out of money and don’t get paid for 2 weeks with nobody I can ask for help. So I lost my last few pennies on the lottery trying to win something to get me through till then, with no luck.

So I went to bed and before sleep I asked the universe for any ideas as to where money anf food could come from. Then today as I was finishing the last bits of food in my cupboards and the evening was drawing in, I just thought… If I get a lottery ticket and scratch card tonight I will win on it.

And I just knew I could not let that chance pass me by, so I decided to go to my little corner shop, get what I need and ask if I could pay them when I get paid. Now this is how that normally goes… when I’m stuck I ask if I can take a loaf of bread, some eggs and milk and will pay them in 2 days.

They always agree, but this time I am not just taking a few essentials and can’t pay for 2 weeks! But I thought I’d be really cheeky and ask anyway. And if the universe is going to save my bacon then they will say yes, and after clutching his chest ay my cheek and suggestion he eventually agreed.

So I got everything I needed and didn’t scrimp, I so cheekily picked out 4 scratch cards and some lottery tickets, and with my bits of food I owe £30. So my genius strategy was, if I win I will have money to see me through another day at least till something more comes along to see me through till pay day. But I can only ask my local shop for help once each month.

So I take each day and each miracle as it comes and always manage to make it through. The £3 scratch cards I picked I have never won more than a tenner on either of them. Usually just £3 but that is tomorrows milk or loaf of bread, and more money than I had in my hand today!

So to get everything I needed, plus my tickets and scratch cards for free with no money to pay is a genius strategy, if that risk produces money. And of course people say, well what if you don’t win any money? Well then I am still in the same position, no worse off except I owe £30 on pay day when I can afford to buy food and everything else I need that month.

But I came home so excited knowing I would win something, even if it was only £3, it is £3 I don’t have right now! But the very first card won £20… The 2nd scratch card was a £20 win, then I also won £10 on the lottery. So I was right to risk it for tomorrow’s chocolate biscuit! So with £50 I could now go to the supermarket and buy 2 weeks worth of food, I was saved!

But the timing is always spot on, my money slips away till the day I have absolutely nothing left. Then that is the day my determination kicks in, my thought of I can’t go without food or money, and the universe must deliver. Thoughts of doubt, hopelessness, failure never enter my mind.

And most would say I’m just lucky, that was a fluke winning at that time. And that is why they need to work, beg, steal or borrow to get through tough times. Because they take no chances, have no faith in god or the universe. I’m not lucky, this is no fluke. I trust, I never doubt the power, and when we are that sure help will arrive it always does, so take a chance.

But my electric went off so I had to use part of my £50 win to put into the meter, so that left me with less for food which meant a week later food was short again. But then my neighbour called and brought me some food that lasted 2 days, as she had made too much and didn’t want to waste it.

And when that food was gone my friend had money again, so helped me out till pay day. So this was another miraculous month, but I have to see it in a different light. As I always say, I ran out of food and money, but food and money appeared the next day. When the truth is, I never run out of gas, electric, food or money, because those things continue to replenish!

There is a continual flow of food and money from one resource or another as the universe always provides. So I never run out if my cup over floweth the very next day. Just like at the party when our cup runs dry it’s always topped up. This is exactly what happens to me, so I should stop focusing on running out, getting low, loss, shortage, lack, and think of abundance!

I am receiving more – gaining, fulfilled, abundant! But it’s the slight doubt in transition. As I spend my days not worrying, knowing help, money and food will appear, trusting the universe to deliver. Feeling fearless, and just knowing the universe will save me has set the ball rolling down the hill.

So by the time I run out of everything, the slightest doubt at the very last moment makes no difference. By then it’s too late as the ball has gathered too much speed, by then I couldn’t stop what’s coming to me even if I try.

This is how I continually create so many small miracles, but I now realise this pattern of thinking keeps me creating many small miracles, so I can’t create a bigger miracle. It’s now time to ensure I can attract much more.