On my birthday this year my bank account had just dried up, my purse was empty, and my fridge and food cupboards were bare once again. I must stop creating my mini miracles, as it has become habitual, just to prove money will always flow to me when I am in desperate need. I need more than enough, a full bank account and an unlimited, constant flow.

But I was broke once more, then right out of the blue I received a message from one of my social media group members. A lovely lady said, Morning flower, hope you had a good birthday? Have you got a pay pal account? I would like to send you £10 for your birthday. It’s not much but I’d like to buy you a coffee at a local coffee shop, or maybe a winning scratch card!

I received £9.15p from her £10 donation, as the account takes transaction fees. But I did as she suggested with that money, and bought a couple of lottery tickets and a scratch card, and I won on both of them, £40. So her birthday gift and kindness stretched quite far, and that bought my food shop for the week. Amazing! Thank you so much for my lovely gift. xxx

I love the Law of Attraction, I recently thought of a little boy who only ever wanted to eat sausage, chips and gravy when he was a child. I hadn’t thought about that in years, then the day after I remembered it, I spoke to him. And the very first words he said was, I’m craving sausage, chips and gravy, I haven’t had that in years and the chips in our local chippy are dry!

Unbelievable! It is fun to be alive! I was so hot recently I wanted a small, desk top, cool, air conditioning unit. I tried to find one in the stores, but they didn’t stock any, so I had no other choice but to order online. But all delivery dates were 2-3 and 4 weeks away, but I wanted one immediately.

Then I decide to pop to the shop for some milk and could not believe my eyes when I got down stairs in our communal hallway. Sat there on the shelf was just one single item, and it was a mini, desk top, air conditioner.

Wow, what wonderful gifts, money and surprises I receive every day from the universe. And this week, out of money once more, my little, local shop let me put some eggs, milk a lottery ticket and scratch card on a tab. Then a friend phoned me and asked if I wanted to go to the supermarket with him, and he’d pay for my food shopping. Then my lottery ticket won £20.

And so it continues, after doing this with the universe getting me through each month for the past 18 years it is time for some real change. I do not wish to go one more month running out of money, wondering where my next pennies could come from, as exciting as it is to trust help will appear.

I want more, bigger, better, and because of my thinking lately I feel real change is already here, just beyond this psychological financial wall I’ve been stuck behind all my life. Time to free the flow of abundance within, so I want huge miracles to write about, and I see signs and opportunities.

I see opportunity in everything that is going wrong in my life right now. My home is falling apart, the floors are rotting, windows need changing, doors fixing. Everything is broken, yet suddenly what has been neglected for years, my land lord is going to come in and fix everything for me now.

So this place will be liveable, but I also wish to move out, because this flat is too small, and has no garden or any real room for the work I wish to do. So because of all the repairs needing doing in my home I looked for a new property online, but 2 and 3 bedroom houses, with no front garden and a back yard have smaller rooms inside than my flat. And the rent is double.

So there was only one rented home in my area that was just perfect and had everything I needed. A small detached house in a quiet Cul-De-Sac with 3 small bedrooms, which is fine because one has an en-suite with room for an office and computers in another. It has a main bathroom and a shower room down stairs, a lovely kitchen and a separate dining room, which I don’t have here. The front room is spacious, there is a large brick garage, a conservatory, patio area, small manageable lawn and shed in the very private back garden. And there is a lawn and a driveway at the front.

If I can’t manage to attract my country manor, this interim home will be absolutely perfect for all my needs. The only problem is, the rent is treble the rent I pay now. It is also £300 over my monthly payments, so there is no way I can afford to move in there today, but it is available in 2 weeks.

And I want to move out of here fast and need the money to move into that home by then. So how is that possible? Well most of humanity would just give up now, and say it can’t be done, it was a nice dream while it lasted. But I am already living there in my head, enjoying the room, cooking in the kitchen, sitting the garden, soaking in the jacuzzi bath and looking at my little car on the driveway, that I don’t own right now, and I’m counting all the ways I can make the money to live there. I’m not giving up on this.

I know where all my furniture is going, what I need to buy, such as a lawn mower for instance. And see boxes going into the garage on moving day. What I can’t see is me losing out to someone else, if I do, then something bigger and better is manifesting for me, and I won’t have to wait for long.

Because I believe this is possible, I feel so excited, I’m packing my things in bags and boxes ready to move home. I went out and there were more boxes on the street I could use to pack up and move. And the last time I moved home many boxes came to me. So I know they are appearing for this reason. I am sending everything that I no longer want to an auction.

The universe believes me, feels my excitement, positivity and expectation. So is complying with my wishes, this is how we move forward, by looking forward, not give up because of financial lack, loss or looking backwards.

So wish me luck! Even though luck has absolutely nothing to do with it, only what is in our heart and mind creates our home and surroundings. And improves our financial situations, so dream big, accept smaller if need be, as smaller is the stepping stone to bigger and better things!

The jobs have now started on my home!