Many fear unlimited abundance, many complain about the rich, calling them shallow, posh, selfish and greedy and stealing from tax payers to enrich themselves further. Yet they complain about the poor even more, about those on benefits, too lazy to work, stealing from the tax payer, etc.

The poor are a burden to society needing help from many sources, charity, state benefits, family, friends, colleagues, neighbours and strangers. If we were all rich then we wouldn’t need to pay taxes to get anything done, we could pay for everything we wanted for ourselves, and our environment.

All this complaining about others and their wealth, or lack of it keeps us poor. We complain about those claiming state benefits, they ought to get a job even it there are no jobs, even if the job doesn’t pay enough to feed them, who cares, just do your duty.and follow the rest of society who work hard and can’t pay the rent. And when governments decide to reform the welfare system we cheer that on, it will save billions and that will pay for?

Erm. what? The NHS, road repairs, better transport systems, travel, kids education, free school meals, war and war, and more wars. As housing, public transport, education and the NHS will never improve, and not a single penny of those savings would ever find it’s way into our pockets.

So we really do have to start taking care of ourselves, and sorting out our own finances by attracting the riches we need to do this. I have tried to attract far more than enough to help myself and others for decades, but have failed miserably, ending up worse off most of the time. So it is hard.

And I have so often questioned why can’t I succeed at anything at all that could possibly bring more money in, to afford even the smallest of things. Like a 2nd hand car, a higher rent, new clothes, enough food each month!

Then today for the first time I recognised something I have completely missed for years. I have an expensive home in mind, a few to choose from, and I always look at the growing lottery prizes. Each rollover increasing the win, and I think, I could afford everything I want if I win that prize. It covers all my needs, the price of my country home, a car and much more.

Then someone else wins that jackpot, so the big prize drops. And then I think, that wouldn’t buy the house I want, so I will have to wait for the jackpot to rise again. So I must wait and start all over again before I can afford the house of my dreams. So I think this, but I have never really noticed I am thinking this, never thought of what this means for a win.

But now I have finally recognised this wreck less thought pattern I realise my long time mistake. This continual loop is a roller coaster of ups and downs, of expectation, then giving up, of endings, stopping and starting all over again, as tomorrow is another day right! Yes it is a new day, to learn, bring a new awareness in consciousness as I just have. A new day to finally attract the wealth we deserve. I always believe I can win the lottery, but through these thoughts I just became totally aware of, thoughts we all have every day, and never realise what we are actually saying to ourselves.

And say to others, therefore communicating to the universe every day of our lives. Then we are baffled as to why our situation never changes, and why the same things keep happening in our lives. Because we are not aware of the message we send into the ether, as each thought is the seed that creates the feelings that put the breaks on all our dreams and wishes.

So every time I said ok, the jack pots been won so I can’t afford the house I wanted now, then I attracted that same scenario again and again, the big ones gone, which means so has my dream home. So I truly believed in my dream home until the money disappeared, now I realise I did not believe in my dream home at all, or the jack pot win and money to buy it. Because I was always putting a condition on how my dream home would come to me, rather than believing, no matter what, I already had my country home.

I was dictating how much I needed, rather than knowing I’m already rich. And as long as I attach conditions… the how, the why, then my dream will never manifest. I add no such conditions to my smaller miracles. I just say I need the food or money to get by this week and it appears, no problem.

So until I can believe my dream home can manifest despite me not having the finances to buy it, despite not knowing how it can possibly appear in my reality or when it will manifest, then I will never own it. If I could only believe in selling a book, or wealth coming over time instead, then I may succeed before I die. But I won’t have much time to enjoy those fruits.

I see people leaving this world who spent a whole life time enjoying such wealth, so it would be nice to enjoy a little luxury before my time here on earth is done. Some have won the lottery then passed, and some have even won the lottery after they died as a ticket was found and family claimed it.

Imagine missing out on that, sorry, don’t, because what we imagine we attract. And their numbers may have come up after they passed because there is no greater way to let go of our dreams so they can return, than in death. How many times do we say these words after someone has gone, mum/dad would have loved this… how many great inventions do we have?

Because mum, dad, gran, dreamed of an easier life, a better world, and so doesn’t their dreams manifest in the world for those they all leave behind. So when food/fuel prices rise, instead of complaining we must rise above them. When prices rise, instead of focusing on debt and our low income we should dream of more than enough, to match, or out do those prices.

Life means living the dream, which is our duty, a duty to be rich, to help ourselves and all others struggling in this world. But mostly ourselves, as each and every one of us should take care of number one. We came here to share gifts, joy, peace, light, love, laughter and our dreams, not charity.