Once more I ran out of money basically 2 weeks into the month, so for starters I need to at least double my monthly money. And once more the council have stopped my housing benefit because they have to make us fill in a new form, with exactly the same answers every few months. And the form says tell us of any changes to your financial circumstances. Well if I can just do that, there is no need for the form then, and wanting bank statements every few months is there really. They already know our state.

And I always put the form to one side thinking I have a month to fill it in, so plenty of time, there’re no rush. Then I lose it among other papers, and forget to fill it in, till they send another letter saying they have stopped my housing benefit. So that’s my fault, I have no one else to blame, and I do appreciate they pay housing benefit, but my point is, I wish to be rich!

I want to be financially independent for the first time in my life and owe no one, borrow nothing, and no longer live off the state in any way being questioned every 5 minutes and held by the balls. As, if they pay us they own us, so we all need to be rich, free and independent of a parent state.

Some would say take as much money from the state as possible, and I can see their point, as the state takes our money from us in so many ways. VAT, taxes, fines, inheritance, court fees, etc. But if we were all rich, they don’t tax the rich remember, and we also wouldn’t need state benefit help.

So it’s a win, win, if everyone attracted their own wealth, so much more than enough! Then we wouldn’t have to bail each other out either, or give any money to charities, which would make us all even richer, and no one would suffer, beg, borrow or steal. So what an ideal world that would be.

And it starts with one person who has struggled all their life who never had or earned enough. It starts with one person who awakens and realises how the universe works to deliver our dreams. It starts with one person going through therapy, becoming self aware, realising they deserve more.

Others have done it, I’d love to do it now, it is time. I know enough about how this works, I have written about so many miracles that has got me through, as again this month, just as I ran out of food, my friend phoned me and said he needed to go shopping and will take me with him. He said he can afford £100, so we can spend £50 each. So the main thing is, he had £100 in mind, so by hook or by crook the universe ensured he spent £100.

Because we weren’t adding up as we went around the supermarket, he got all he needed and I left things out, aware of going over the limit. So when we got to the checkout, his bill came to £70 and my bill came to £30, exact!So the universe hears every word, collects every thought, and claims every feeling we project then does an expert job in delivering all of our wishes.

But because I cut down to ensure I didn’t go over I was short of a few food items before pay day, and as I thought, what can I eat tonight? I will have to have weetabix, so right now I really need my neighbour to knock on my door and bring me some meals to get me through. This was 7pm and my neighbour hadn’t brought me any meals for a month. I didn’t eat, then at 8-30pm there was a knock at my door, it was my neighbour, she gave me a huge bowl of mushroom, celery and carrot soup, with many other bits in.

Then she came back with a large bowl of pasta, flavoured with a creamy sauce onions and spices. Wow, what a gift! There was so much it lasted 3 days, right up till pay day. So all I needed now was some bits from my little corner shop. But I already owed him some money and I had nothing to offer this day so he refused to serve me. But the universe served me…

I already owed the shop owner some money, and had already asked twice this month, and he usually only let’s me borrow once before I have to pay my debt. And I usually have a winning lottery ticket, scratch card or £2 in my bank account to offer when I go there, but this time I had nothing.

But I went and asked him anyway. And he said no, so I said ok no worries. Then as I was going to leave and he asked what did you want? So I told him just a few chocolate bars and a bottle of pop! Then he agreed as the universe had prompted him to say yes. So once again this cosmic energy delivered in so many ways, to get me through this month until pay day.

But although I can write about so many small miracles, it is time to write about far bigger ones, it is time every spiritual being on earth realised their own power, and attracted more to live a comfortable, peaceful life.